This day seemed never ending and I've dubbed it the longest day ever. Ever.
I was (and still am) emotionally twisted right now. I've been struggling with quitting smoking and it's bugging the crap outta me. I just can't get a handle on it yet, but I'll keep trying.
Someone who is also twisted about me smoking is The Trainer. Driving me batshit. Also, he's still the only person to make me feel BAD that I'm still smoking off and on. While it kinda bugs me he seems so obsessed with me quitting, I know his intentions are good and he just wants me to be healthy. But it never fails, after he's done fussing at me or giving me a hard time about it, I feel like a failure. That's on me, not him.
100 cal on bike
5 stair runs
100 sit ups
5 stair runs
100 cal on bike
Yuck. My head wasn't in it and I was just distracted. I also got annoyed when they were dropping the barbells during their workout. They do this ALL the time, and it rarely bugs me. It bugged me today.
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